"What's your favorite color?" "Haha, EVERYONE has a favorite color." "Is it pink? You're a pansy!" "Oh, yeah, that's right, you're color blind." "Too bad, you can't see a rainbow." "It IS Javier we're talking about, his favorite color would be a rainbow if he weren't screwed up."
Alright, you got me. I'm blind to one of the most beautiful parts of vision. Blind to things that are colorful, blind to what you think is important. I don't get why you think someone's inability lessens their worth. Why attack something that cannot be helped?
I'd dare to say that you've crossed the line, you went where no one has ever gone. You've told me that the world hates me, You've told me that my best friends wanted me dead. Why make fun of something that can't be helped? Why drag me down for something that can't be undone? Why? What have I done so horrible, to make you want to kill me so badly?
This whole damned year, you've been the thing standing between me and a great year. I'm glad this damned school year is over. All the more time I will get away from having to see your face every day of my life. All the more time I get of vacation from insults and lies. Thanks for making my life hell, thanks for making me go insane over the problems about myself.
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Javier... wow, i need to check up on you more. I'm more than sorry to see what he did, I'm sorry he cut you so deep. You know he is a jerk, we all know it. No a matter of fact, he is more than a jerk, he deserves to be shipped off to the middle of no where, where of course life is hell. He deserves to be stuck in the desert with no water, no nothing. Javier, no matter where you run or go there will always be someone that talks crap, I've been there... we all have you can't let him get to you, please don't! He will destroy you more than anything. Please, keep your dream up your a wonderful person one of the brightest I've seen! Please don't let him bring you down, don't let him get what he wants stand up for yourself, and don't dwell on it later, do what you want to don't let ANYONE tell you who you are!!
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